This Kind Of Man

I am typical a hopeless romantic girl who loves to dream about anything sweet and of course romantic. I grew up with disney princess stories all over my head and I remember each of the story very well. Cinderella is my favorite with her charming prince and blue gown and of course how her life change once she get married, a very significant change. A huge castle with hundred of maids and luxury jewelry. Isn't it so nice? From nothing to everything.

I used to believe that one day the man of my dreams will sweep me off my feet. Of course not a prince charming in white horse, nevertheless a man riding white porsche. Nowadays we don't need a horse anymore right? Do we?

A good looking man with 5C is all I always dream of. The essential of 5C's are cash, car, credit card, condominium and country club membership. A man that I think will be a good and reliable husband.

A very romantic man that will never tired to give me little surprise, a man that will never ignore my request, complains and questions. A man that will always make sure the petrol car is full before I drive my car away. A man with his sweet words. A man that will never bored or sleep in theatre while accompany me to watch drama musical. A man that will waiting patiently for me to act.

And as life goes by, life bought me a lesson and I learn it hardway. I know that I am too naive back then. And I can't deny my self that I am still a dreamer and deep down inside my heart, I still believe in happily ever after.

However, not with the 5C's kind of man or with his sweet words. Yet, with this kind of man who whisper this little prayer.

Money can't buy you happiness and guaranty that you will have a happily ever after relationship. A man who's waiting patiently for God to act is more reliable rather than a man who's only waiting for you. Because he fully know that God timing is the best. There's no perfect man but there's a man who is willing to learn how to be perfect. If he loves God with all his might, you can be sure that he will love you as well :) And you will see other things (material thing) as a bonus. I have been there and done that. I have learnt my lesson well and still learning.